For me, painting and paintings have a transcendent quality. I feel this with any genre - still life, figure, landscape, or pure abstraction. It is not necessary for the painting to contain a narrative or message. There are those paintings in our world whose message impacts the work, for example, Picasso's Guernica, but what remains most important to me is a feeling of heightened existence, the depth of meaning, and the expansiveness of awareness. Often what I look for in a work of art may defy the ability of it's meaning to be sufficiently captured in words. Upon seeing de Kooning's Excavation, I felt absolutely transported to a higher level of experience.
I started painting and looking at art as a child. My first inspiration were reproductions of old master works from art history books. From my earliest years, I would closely view paintings at any opportunity. It was the handling of the paint, the brush work, composition, and interplay of color that was interesting - this brought the experience I sought. Early on, I painted landscapes and still lifes. Upon starting my college years, I began experimenting with abstraction and looking at artists like Agnes Martin, Brice Marden, and Robert Ryan. Their work continues to influence me.
In my painting, it is through the formalities that themes of synchronicity, awareness, memory, and transcendence are explored. There are an evolving set of motifs that I have developed over the years that serve as a foundation for my work. What I am seeking in my work is the same that I find myself seeking in other artist's work. It is painting's capability to raise awareness beyond the everyday and to drive deeper meaning into our existence.